My Sweetheart

Hi guys,

Sorry for not posting anything for the last few days. I have been busy. Nope, not busy with my studies. Something else. Although I should've been though.  If you guessed I was too engrossed with my sweetheart, then you're right!

Aha, let me describe for you what kind of person she is.  She's the most perfect creature that I have known for a very short period of time. She has the looks, the personality, etc. She just has everything that every man desires.  Curvy body, beautiful voice... melodious. Nothing to compare her with. She's my only one.  The one who I believe I will be with for a very, very, very long time.

Enough with the fairy tale. Allow me to introduce you guys to my honey...

Sara...

This is Sara. My new and lovely companion here in Kg. Marjon.  Isn't she just pretty??? Hehe... She's worth everything (if only you guys knew the story). Huhuuhu...

Through happiness & sorrow, I promise that we'll endure them together. Forever.

Off-task Kejap Bersama Shidiey!

Hurm.. okay.. I haven't done my reading for tomorrow's tasks... Aaargh! Gonna die la if like this... Anyways, I've already prepared my breakfast-cum-lunch. Okay, not too bad. At least I've achieved something.  And.... yeah, my group has also done the SE presentation for our school tomorrow. Alhamdulillah. One big burden has been lifted from our shoulder.  Actually, the reason why I'm writing this right now is because... I'm addicted to blogging!!! WTH?!! It's like taking drugs, you know. I just can't resist the temptation although I don't have anything good to write. OMG! I need to stop this habit. I know it's a good thing but I just can't control myself. I mean I don't know how to organise my priorities. I'm willing to spend most of my time blogging rather than doing my academic tasks. This is not good... No. This is not healthy!  But, hey! Look on the bright side. I'm training myself to be expressive as well as practising my writing skills. Yeah, I know. This is not academic but at least I'm writing something especially in English. Perhaps the word 'expressive' isn't that strong. How about 'extrovert'? Yup, I think that will do.  Hehe... Erm... What else? Oh yeah! My honey will be arriving tomorrow.  Can't wait to see her. You know, when I first met her, it's like love at first sight. Yeah, you heard me.  I immediately fell in love with her. However, the funny thing is, I don't know her name. What? I gotta be kidding with myself.  How on earth can I have a crush on her if I don't even know her that well?  Well, let it be a mystery.... *Misteri Nusantara sound effect*... Hehehe.. Erm, since I still don't know anything about her, which I actually don't even bother about it, how about you guys help me suggest one? Make it only one word and the most important thing is... it's a girl's name. Could you do that for me?  Please leave your suggestions in the comment section BELOW *RWJ style*.  Alright guys, that's all for today. Will write again soon. Take care. Daaa~

Salam. ^___^

Bila Niat Disalah Ertikan...

Niatku sering disalah ertikan,

Setiap gerak geriku juga sering diperhatikan.

Ke sana ke mari ada saja yg mengekori,

Seperti diri ini seorang selebriti.

Tatkala hati rasa tidak keruan,

Ku bingung keseorangan.

Apakah semua ini hanyalah satu dongengan?

Hidup dalam kepura-puraan.

Ku sedar diri ini tidaklah sesempurna mana,

Namun mereka tidak menghiraukannya.

Tapi aku juga seorang insan biasa,

Yg punya hati untuk merasa.

Tidak layakkah diriku ini untuk bertanya?

Atau adakah harta, pangkat, & paras rupa yg menjadi ukurannya?

Jujurlah kepada diriku ini wahai sekalian manusia,

Apakah dosaku sampai ku diperlakukan sebegini rupa?

(Shidiey, 17 Oktober 2010)

Taufan Insomnia Melanda lagi!

Aduh! Napala xleh tdo lg ni? Bdn da penat gila kot... ptg td (Oct 16) pla aku g jogging.  Tawaf satu Marjon. Baru aku perasan... Marjon da jd chantek upanya.. huhu.. Back to the story, mata aku da sakit sgt da..tp still xleh tdo.. mata da macam panda...adoyai! Kalau aku wat keja Michael Hall & Roisin xpala juga... ni asyik blogging, facebooking, youtubing, watching Asian movies, by Asian I mean Japanese & Korean movies.  Hurm... I'm a total loser.. +_+

Bila da kena insomnia... apa lg...td aku g belasah 2 paket maggi Asda... yg prawn tu.. tp aku amik mi jela. rebus..tos..n then letak kicap Adabi mkn ngan serunding.. TERBAEK sehhh!! However, makin gemukla aku jwbnya!  Although muka aku da jd chubby n nmpak comey (syok sndri), aku still xsuka. Aku nak kurus oooiii!! Kalau aku 'besar' (tak elok ckp gemuk), payah nak gerak n selalu rs xselesa. Especially time duduk. Perut 2 rasa berlipat2 ja...cam nak potong je lebihan2 kat perut ni... Aarrgghh! Hurm...oh ya, Don't call people fat, use the word 'corpulent' or 'chubby'. It's more subtle.  People tend to get offended if you call them fat. BELIEVE me. 

Moving on to a different topic, actually ada 3 bnda dlm wish list aku.  Tp memandangkan elaun yg aku dpt recently tidak menyebelahi aku, I've decided to fulfil only one of them, which is buying a new guitar!  And I've already bought it 2 days ago. iAllah Tuesday ni (waktu UK) smpaila. Tak sabar nak jamming ngan gitar baru. Ngah semangat ni! Hehe... Oh ya, since I'm already broke, I won't be taking any guitar lessons like what I've mentioned in the previous post.  Aku xnak mengada2 lg. Taubat da... =_='

Here's a song, King of Anything, by Sara Bareilles.  It's so catchy. I Lyke...huhu. Credit to Peydot for introducing it to me. Oh ya, Zaf & Peydot were hanging out at my place the other day (bukan main gantung2 kat bilik k). And this was one of the songs that they sang.  Forgot to mention, dorg ngah Kbox time tu. hehe... I'd like to play this song on the new guitar. It'd be awesome! Yeeepi!! ^__^

Enjoy! :)

SHINee - Hello

Thanks to Timi for introducing this song to me. Really like it! ^__^

I just smiled all day long... :)

The afternoon sun was shining brightly over the horizon,

From far, I was scrutinising her,

Almost like stalking her I would say.

But I couldn't conceal myself from her.

I was just too visible. Too obvious for nearly any strangers or creatures to see.

She spotted me. As if I was being caught red-handed for committing a crime. 

A crime that I didn't realise. A crime that perhaps I didn't actually do.

Hence, I walked towards her. 

The tangerine light quickly blinded me.

She didn't want me to see her. To see her true features.

My vision was somewhat blurry as I gained myself close to her.

"Aaah... There she is", I said.

I was tempted to touch her. 

But my arms, my feet, just couldn't move.

I asked myself, "What's happening?"

At that time, she was stepping backwards.

Endeavouring to distance herself from me.

"No, please don't go!", my voice was cracking, disappearing, slowly.

She was now gradually sinking into the ground.

The earth was swallowing her inch by inch.

Until one point, her tangerine light was visible no more.

She had gone and I was not sure if I could see her again tomorrow.

I was terribly heartbroken.  Tears rolled down my chubby face.

She was just so dear to my heart.

I glanced away, thinking of moving on.

Then, I noticed a white figure, not far from where I was.

She was fair. She was so beautiful and radiant.

"Are you here to replace her?", I asked.

But there was no reply. She didn't hear me, perhaps.

I forgot that my voice hadn't recovered yet.

But I didn't feel down.

In fact I was profoundly happy.

Her presence had made my day again.

"Thank you.", I said, not even sure if she could hear me this time.

I just laid down on the field that night, gazing at her beauty.

Hours passed by and I didn't even move an inch.

I didn't want to miss her and that's what I did, staring at her all night long.

Until I noticed it was finally dawn again.

Time to say farewell.

Yet I was too tired to say anything to her.

I closed my eyes for a while, just to revive myself again.

When I opened up my eyes, she was nowhere to be seen.

Yes, she's finally gone.

At a distance, the flowers were gently swaying in the breeze.

As if they were dancing to a melodious song.

I smiled looking at this. And I just smiled all day long.

(Shidiey, October 16, 2010)

Thanks my friend. :)

Di dalam kesempitan yg mencengkam hidup aku skrng ni, ada juga hamba Allah yg sanggup membantu aku.  Dia ckp nak tlg aku cari kerja. Sgtla girang hati ni bila menerima khabar tersebut.  Sungguhpun begitu, dia ckp jgn berharap sgt. Mungkin dapat tapi mungkin juga tak dapat. Berdoa sajala..tawakkal... Apapun, aku amat terhutang budi dgn dia. Semoga Allah membalas segala niat baik dia dgn kebaikan. Aminn... 

'Kesempitan'... The Declaration.

I feel like it's necessary for me to write all the thoughts that are lingering in my mind right now. 
Our allowance is finally in... yeah, I got money...But it's only for a while.  After doing some calculations, it seems that there's so little left to spend.  Ya Allah... *sigh*.... Perhaps this is the consequences for not thinking SANELY before spending all the money that I got previously.  I was overwhelmed by nafs (temptation) at that time. And for that reason, I end up having not enough money right now.  I deserve this... It's all my fault. Hopefully this will be a good reminder for you guys out there.  Think carefully before buying anything.  Think whether it's a must or just merely a need...so that you won't regret or feel guilty about it in the future.  To my friends, sorry for not being able to travel with you guys this winter break.  Guess it's not my time. Well, I myself not even sure about when that time is supposed to be either. Dad...mom...sis... Hani... Sorry... I don't think I'll be going back this coming Summer... Still... I'll figure out something... Hurmm.. *sigh again*


With that, I officially declare myself as broke again.

Tell Them...

Tell them that you're doing well,

That everything is perfectly fine;

Although, in IRL, you might fail,

Well, again, you just have to get up & shine.

Tell them how you feel,

Even if your voice is merely a song of romance;

Don't hesitate & act like an imbecile,

For you might not get a second chance.

Tell them...

Tell them...

Just tell them...

(Shidiey,15 October 2010)

An Introduction To The Japanese Realm

Hi guys! As you already know, I'm trying to learn Japanese at the moment. After browsing & downloading several learning resources for quite some time now, I finally came across with a website which 'claims' to be one of the best resources to teach Japanese effectively. In fact, it might be the most reliable and effective one. I'm just saying.  The website is TextFugu. It sounds funny, doesn't it? But that's the name & you guys will just have to bear with it. :P

Well, I don't like promoting stuff but I think I HAVE TO at this stage. Generally, I just successfully went through the long introduction to the website. It's not that long but for a novice like me who likes to do things and expects an instant fruitful output from something, it is kind of long and draggy.  Having said that, surprisingly, I didn't feel bored going through every page of it.  The author, a guy who is only known as Koichi, has really succeeded in keeping me interested in his so-called How-To-Learn-Japanese 'textbook'.  I mean everything that he says in the website does make sense to me.  Perhaps all business people have the same marketing strategy to attract their customers to buy their products - persuasion.  The only thing that preventing me from subscribing to his programme is only due to money restriction.  The programme is basically divided into two packages: Monthly OR Forever. The monthly cost for subscribing it is $20.  However, if you're a long-term kind of person, I'll definitely suggest you to opt for the latter which will only cost you $120.  Let me emphasise it once again for you. You'll get the privilege of accessing the resources.... FOREVER!  That's equivalent to having to pay half a year for the former one!  You do the Maths if you don't believe me.  It's up to us to choose which suits us the best.  Oh yeah, it does have sections where you can try out things for free.

I think that's it. I'll write again about my learning progress soon (hopefully tomorrow). Till then. Salam & daaaa~ 

Just writing...

I went back early from school today. Not that early though. Around 1400 hour perhaps?

The reason was the school was having a Dimension Day. 

Don't ask me what it is. 

Even one of the teachers that I met was quite blur about it. Doesn't make any sense, does it?

So what did I only do there?

Well, one word. OFF-TASK.

Seriously, my friends and I were gossiping about everything. 

From Asian to the Western stuff. Sweet memories... Hahaha!!

So, basically we're not able to perfectly complete our SE tasks. Too bad.

Just watched a Korean movie a few hours ago. My Little Bride. Heard of it?

It's a comedy/romantic flick. Quite entertaining, really.  

Thanks to Aufa for suggesting it to me (Ni lah hasil bergossip time kat sekolah td..hehe). 

Actually, it is already in my collection. Just that I didn't have the time to watch it.

What else? Ahhh.. I really want to buy this guitar...

 

http://www.gear4music.com/Guitar-and-Bass/Yamaha-FG700MS-Acoustic-Guitar-Matt-Gloss/774

I know it doesn't really look that fancy but I like it. 

After all, it is the only non-electro/cutaway guitar that I can afford.  

It is quite expensive yet it is still in my budget range.

So, I guess why don't just I give it a try? 

The only thing that stops me from getting it is due to the allowance.

Gosh, when is it gonna come in?! 

Signing off~

Sleep deprived... @_@

These few weeks, I really didn't sleep well. Felt so hot during the night, hence I had to turn on the fan. Yeah, you heard me. You can call me crazy for doing such thing during autumn right now but I felt extremely uncomfortable when I was sleeping.  I get this kind of notion when I play football in the evening. Nevertheless, I'm not sure why I couldn't get a good night rest even when I didn't do any physical trainings during the day...hurm... Advice please? Anyone?

Belated Conclusion 10/10/10

Salam wbt... Hi... 


It's been a while since I wrote something in this blog. During that time, there were just too many things occurring here & there.  I could say I wasn't in that peak condition to manage them accordingly (FAIL!!!!!).  Well... let just me conclude them in points... Shall I?

• I have stopped playing with my Xbox 360 (Konon nak taubat). But, seriously. I have really packed it and put it inside my closet. 
• Currently addicted to Asian stuff. What I mean is Japanese & Korean dramas & movies. Not to mention, Manga.
• Also, I'm learning Japanese language at the moment. Just for fun. Hopefully, I can say some wicked Japanese words in the future. It would be awesome!
• I got my guitar-playing motivation back. I'm looking forward to buy a new guitar which will be better but more expensive than my previous one (planning to sell my old one...anyone interested?).  Then, I'm planning to take a step forward in my interest of playing guitar by going for classes. How's that sound? So..so..excited!
• Got demotivated in playing football. Suddenly I lost interest in it. Don't know why. Hence, I'm officially retiring from it TEMPORARILY. Hopefully it won't be too long.
• And other things...blablabla...

Basically, that's it. Looking forward to hearing from you guys (your comments) soon. Till then. Daaa~